Saturday, December 25, 2010

6. My Break

For whatever reason, I stopped blogging. Not a huge deal considering I didn't really make a habit of it to begin with, but I've decided to start back again. So, yay! :D

Life for me has gotten very complex lately...

A month ago, my grandpa Bill died of Alzheimer's disease. We all knew it would come sooner or later, but I guess we never expected it to be so suddenly. It's a terrible feeling to lose someone you love so much, but that's life. Sometimes, life isn't fair, but that's simply how it works.

I finally got out of the slump that I was in, but that doesn't fix all of my problems. I suffer from some very drastic mood swings sometimes. One moment I'll feel super happy, but then find myself in a dark place again. When this happens, I tend to amplify my emotions and sometimes it ends up upsetting the people I'm around. As a result of this, I ended up hurting people that I held close. Words can't describe how unbelievably sorry I am for doing this, but only time will tell if those people still want me around. All I can do is wait right now...

Enough of the emo stuff, though. Life's too short to dwell on the past and be depressed all the time. It's time to be happy and enjoy whatever twists and turns I may encounter on the road of life! :D

Hakuna Matata :)